Everthing that they ever told me has been a lie!!
How could they?!?!
I can't believe that they decieved me...i feel so stupid!
I can't even think about them, let alone look at them...
Katie and i have even witnessed all of the stupid signs..but we didn't pick up on a thing...
How could they???
Thats what i want to know...
- Mood:
crushed
Deary me, they have HUGE teeth, and when you watch them in docs and films, they seem to stop at nothing.
Um...Well....
it has to be, to tie my hair into a bun.
Closest red thing to you?: Toy Spiderman
Last thing to make you angry?: My dad..KmT
Do you have a temper?: hell yes
Are you a fan of romance?: *sigh* yh
ORANGE:
Closest orange thing to you?: Toy horse
Do you like to burn things?: Nah
Dress up for Halloween?: Sumtimes
Are you a warm hearted person?: Depends.
Do you have anything against ginger hair?: Dunno
Are you full of energy?: Yh
YELLOW:
Closest yellow thing to you?: Magazine
The happiest time[s] of your life?: Too many
Favourite holiday?: My birthday
What makes you smile?: Memories
Are you a coward?: No, just quiet
Do you burn or tan?: Tan
GREEN:
Closest green thing to you?: Key ring
Do you care about the environment?: Yh.
Are you jealous of anyone right now?: No
Are you a lucky person?: Some times
Do you always want what you can't have?: Not always...
Do you like being outdoors?: So-so
BLUE:
Closest blue thing to you: Pen
Are you good at calming people down?: If ne fing..i make it worse
Do you like the sea?: yes
Last thing to make you cry?: dnt wanna tlk bout it....;)
Are you a logical thinker?: Depends
Can you sleep easily?: Yh
PURPLE:
Closest purple thing to you?: Pencil Case
Do you like mysterious things?: Oioi
Ever met anyone in royalty?: Yh...:D i feel proud
Are you creative?: Sumtimes
PINK:
Closest pink thing to you?: my watch
Do you like sweet foods?: Yh
Like play-fighting?: yes!!
Are you sensitive?: I prefer emotional
WHITE:
Closest white thing to you?: paper
Would you say you're innocent?: Far from it
Always try to keep the peace?: Not reli, cant be bothered
How do you imagine your wedding?: WELL...
Do you like to play in the snow?: YES!!!
Are you afraid of going to the doctors or dentists?: Doctors...
BLACK:
Name the closest black thing to you?: My hair
Ever enjoy hurting people?: Erm..no
Are you sophisticated or silly?: Both ;)
Afraid of death?: Nah
Would you like to go to space?: Hell YES!
- Location:livin room
- Music:Jojo- anything
-----------------DO YOU-----------------
-- Cuss: Yes
-- Take a shower everyday: Yep
-- Have a crush(es): yes
-- Who are they?: wouldn't u lyk 2 no
-- Do you think you've been in love?: yh...
-- Want to go to college: Yes
-- Like high school: NO
-- Want to get married: Yes!
-- Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: yh
-- Get motion sickness: No
-- Think you're attractive: nah, not reli
-- Get along with your parents: Yh
-- Like thunderstorms: Nope
-- Play an instrument: Flute and piano
-----------------IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU-----------------
-- Drank alcohol: No
-- Smoked: No
-- Done a drug: No
-- Had Sex: Never
-- Made Out: nah..:(...:P:P
-- Gone to the mall: Nah
-- Eaten sushi: No (ewww)
-- Been on stage: Yh
-- Gone skating: nope
-- Made homemade cookies: No
-- Dyed your hair: Nope..
-- Stolen anything: Nah
-----------------HAVE YOU EVER-----------------
-- Flown on a plane? yes
-- Missed school because it was raining? no
-- Told a guy/girl that you liked them? Not yet
-- Cried during a Movie? Yes
-- Ever thought an animated character was hot? dnt remind me
-- Had an imaginary friend? yes. :D
-- Cut your hair? yes
-- Had crush on a teacher? Yh..Oh god...
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing? Nah
-- Been in a fight? Nope
----------------THE FUTURE-----------------
-- Age you hope to be married? after 22
-- Numbers and Names of Children? dunno...Persephone. Daniel.
-- How do you want to die? Freak accident so i get on da news
-- What do you want to be? Dunno
-- What country would you most like to visit?: Italy
-----------------OPPOSITE SEX-----------------
-- Best eye/hair color: Green/dnt mind
-- Short or long hair: Short
-- Best height: taller than me
-- Best weight: as long as its healthy, I don't care
-- Best first date location: movies then dinner
-- Best first kiss location: Park
-----------------NUMBER OF-----------------
-- Number of kisses you've given: Dunno
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: NONE...I'M NOT MAD
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: 2
-- Number of CDs that I own: quite a few
-- Number of tattoos: None
-----------------Favorites--------------
-- Shampoo: Herbal essences
-- Favorite Color: red
-- Day/Night: Night
-- Summer/Winter: I hate both
-- Lace or Satin: Lace
-- Favorite Food: anything that I like
-- Favorite Movies: too many
-- Favorite sport: Badminton
-----------------RIGHT NOW-----------------
-- Wearing: REd top that says "famous in another country" and my adidas trousers
-- Drinking: Water
-- Thinking about: The answers to this
-- Listening to: the t.v.
-----------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS-----------------
-- Cried: No
-- Worn jeans: No
-- Met someone new online: No
-- Done laundry: No
-- Drove a car: Nah
-- Talked on the phone: Yes
-----------------FRIENDS AND LIFE-----------------
-- Do you ever wish you had another name? Yh
-- Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend? nope
-- Do you like anyone? A bit
-- Which one of your friends acts the most like you? Katie
-- Who have you known the longest of your friends? Katie
-- Are you close to any family member? My aunt
-- Who do you hang around the most? Katie
-- What's the best feeling in the world? When u laugh
-- Worst Feeling? When sum1 keeps pissin u off
-- What time is it now? 19:45 PM
•RICH:•
____________
•[ ]You go/have gone tanning.
•[x] You own an iPod/mp3 player.
•[ ] You love Starbucks.
•[x] You have been called a brat.
•[ ] You have tons of shoes.
•[ ] YOU OWN 5 HOUSES OR MORE
•[ ] YOU HAVE A LITTLE DOG
•[ ] You have/had/own a castle
•[ ] You have a louis vutton jaket
•[ ] You own reasturants/banks/hotels/parks ect...
•[ ] You have a laptop.
•[x] You love shopping.
•TOTAL: 3
________
•GOTHIC:•
_________
•[ ] Black is one of your favorite colors.
•[ ] You wear chains.
•[ ] You like heavy metal.
•[ ] You've shopped at hot topic
•[ ] You have worn black lipstick
•[x] You have/had/or wanted piercings.
•[ ] You own a pair of Tripp pants/Skirts
•[x] You have at least one unnaturally colored haired friend/you have unnatural hair colors.
•TOTAL: 2
_______
•PUNK:•
______
•[ ] You can skateboard.
•[ ] You like plaid.
•[ ] You have/love Converse.
•[ ] You hate mtv.
•[ ] You have/had/wanted blue, pink, red, purple, or green hair.
•[ ] You love mohawks
•[x] You LOVE Music.
•[x] Hate people who pretend to be something they are not
•Total: 2
____
•EMO:•
_____
•[ ] You act depressed sometimes.
•[ ] You have dark colored thick-rimmed glasses.
•[x] You cry easily.
•[ ] You like emo music
•[x] You've kept a journal/diary.
•[ ]You have written a sad poem.
•[ ] You have dyed your hair
•[ ] You're sad when you're drunk
•TOTAL: 2
_______
•GHETTO:•
________
•[ ] You like rap.
•[ ] You have said "Fo Sho, Fo Shizzle, Fo Sheezy, etc."(like my every day words)
•[ ] You have worn/wanted a grill.
•[ ] You have had a freestyling contest.
•[ ] You have worn your shoes with the tongue flipped out.
•[ ] You've said the N word to a black person and didnt get punched
•[ ] You know most of the lines from Boyz N Da Hood
•[ ] You own a huge gold chain with a giant gold pendant
•TOTAL: 0
___________
•HARDCORE:•
___________
•[ ] You like loud music.
•[ ] You love/like the Ninja Turtles.
•[x] You have slip-on shoes.
•[ ] You like Norma Jean.
•[ ] People have called you a freak and meant it
•[ ] You love to "hardcore" dance
•[ ] Your hair has been dyed more than one color.
•[x] You wear jeans a lot.
•TOTAL: 2
_______
•PREP:•
_______
•[ ] Had/have/want a tiny/small sized dog.
•[ ] Your usual outfits consist of pink.
•[ ] You like buying shoes A LOT.
•[ ] You shop at Hollister.AE,and/or Abercrombie
•[ ] Getting your nails done is a fun thing.
•[ ] You have big sunglasses.
•[x] You can't go anywhere without your hair perfect.
•TOTAL: 1
__________
•ATHLETIC:•
__________
•[ ] You watch the Superbowl.
•[x] You own track shoes or cleats other sports related shoes.
•[ ] You collect jerseys.
•[ ] You've had a special shelf for trophies and awards.
•[ ] Your garage/shed consists of sports equipment.
•[ ] You belong/belonged to a team.
•[ ] You have a specific number preferred for your jersey.
•TOTAL: 1
_______
•SCENE:
_______
•[ ] You like putting little bows in your hair
•[ ] You have mini-skirts.
•[x] You have parted your hair to the side.
•[ ] You think polka-dots are way cute.
•[x] You have done a peace sign while you pose for a picture.
•[ ] You've been called scene before.
•[ ] You have dyed your hair a bright, neon color
•[x] You wear/wore long, colorful socks with your pants
•TOTAL: 3
__________
•REDNECK:•
__________
•[ ] Gone four wheeling.
•[ ] Went hunting.
•[ ] Owned a four/three-wheeler or dirt bike...ect.
•[ ] Like to go fishing.
•[ ] Eat beef jerky
•[ ] Ever said GIT-R-DONE.
•[ ] Listened to the song Redneck Woman.
•[ ] Know who Bocephus is.
•TOTAL: 0
__________
•METALHEAD:•
___________
•[ ] You wear band shirts
•[ ] If people down talk metal you down talk their favorite music.
•[ ] You like bands like Slayer, Lamb Of God, and Megadeth.
•[ ] You HATE emos.
•[ ] You love Black Sabbath.
•[ ] You have gone to Ozzfest.
•[ ] You like to headbang.
•[ ]You don't like rap.
•[ ] You have a taste for classic rock
•TOTAL: 0
Seven things i will find in your room:
1) A bed.
2) A TV.
3) Teddies
4) DVDs
5) Books
6) Paints
7) A window! :)
Seven relationship questions:
1) Do you like anyone? Yeah.
2) Does someone like you? Not anymore...
3) Last kiss? My brother kissed me on the cheek..:)
4) Been lead on? um...a bit i guess
5) Been cheated on? Nope
6) Want a relationship? Yuh.
7) Wanna get married? Yep
Seven things you can't live without:
1) My friends.
2) My family.
3) My computer
4) Books
5) My phone
6) Hair brush
7) Cream
Seven things on your mind:
1) Trip tomorrow
2) What my brother is saying
3) My friend..
4)My phone...love it
5) 2 girls one cup..nasty
6) I'm cold.
7) My crush
Seven other things - Do you:
1) Believe in God? yh
2) Had a dream come true? a bit
3) Read the newspaper? Not 2day, no.
4) Get enough sleep everyday? Yh
5) Have a best friend? I dnt do best friends
6) Take a bath daily? Omg, OBVIOUSLY?!?!??!
7) Wish on stars? Sometimes.
Seven have you evers:
1) Fallen in love? Yes. It hasn't turned out well, to be honest
2) Kissed someone of the same gender? LOL nope
3) Hooked up with someone who had a girlfriend/boyfriend? No..
4) Been to a bonfire? naah.
5) Ran away from home? Yh
6) Danced in the rain? Mhm
7) Pulled an all nighter? tried 2
Seven things in the last 24 hours - have you:
1) Cried? Nope
2) Had fun? Yes!!
3) Been kissed? nah
4) Felt stupid? Yh
5) Talked to an ex? .nah
6) Missed someone? Yeah. A lot lot lot
7) Listened to music? yh
- Mood:
calm
Sometimes, I just want to grow up, really fast.
You know, become an adult, instead of a teenager.
Just like in those Hollywood movies..they make everything look so easy.
But then, the reality hits me, and i find myself hoping that i stay a child for longer or praying that just before i'm an adult, the ground gives way and swallows me whole.
It's scary, isn't it? Growing up. What if, i get a really bad job, can't keep up with the bills, lose my house and become homeless???? I'd cry my eyes out...even just the thought sends a bitter chill down my spine.
Or, what if, i get an okay-ish job, but have loads of money problems? I wouldn'y be able to handle that.
But then again, being an adult does have its perks. It's like, when you see a mother and her child/children, and see how happy they are, you can't help but smile..:)
But, when i remember all the negative points, my smile soon fades. Rasing children would be difficult too, having to care for someone else when you can't even take care of yourself...imagine that...
People don't like to talk about the negatives. To be honest, i'm scared, frightened even , of growing up. I lok at adults, and ask myself " How do they cope???"
It must be hard, atleast as a child, all we need to worry about is homework. I can'y compete with the world...how am i going to manage?
Everyone else has a plan.."i'm going to be..." blah blah blah, but i know that they'll change their minds a million times before they finally decide.
I'm not ready for growing up yet, so i think i'll hold onto my childhood for a bit longer.
- Mood:
contemplative
Actually, it was..perfect, until he came home that is.
He was gone for the week, off to Somerset with his prinary school chums.
I had such a care-free week without him.
Really.
Everything was brilliant..i was spending more and more time with my crush, and on friday it was jokes at school. Everyone was messing about, and wow...a day like that comes once in a lifetime.
Nothing could ruin this day...
or so i thought....
I came home, and the first thing i hear is "SARA!" *great* i sigh to myself. but to be honest, he wasn't that bad.
It was only when our dad came home.
He was so rude to me, and even though Abdi hit me first, he was on Abdis side, and he SAW him bloody hit me!!!
I was so angry...i really don't understand him...
grr....
i hate him sometimes...
and he kept having a go at me...
over stupid things...
as if he wasn't a child once...
I know teenagers aren't classed as children..but we are? aren't we?
And thank god, i don't want those big stresses over money, and having to feed your family....
People forget about that, they want to grow up too fast.
- Location:Living room
- Mood:
aggravated - Music:Valerie- Mark Ronson
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